Sunday, May 9, 2010

Her

Prom...it was amazing. Perfect. We argued, yeah. But it was the first time we were around each other that long, and it was only simple things....just like an old married couple. But it was still perfect...Last year's prom i realized how much i hurt my friends. This year...i realized how much i love this girl. I wouldn't trade her for anything. But....I'd trade anything for her. The entire time i was thinking "she's too good for me". And well...i said to myself that i'd give anything, phycially, spiritually, mentally, etc., just to have ten happy long years with her. Years in which i don't have to worry about her leaving, or me leaving...and things are just great. I want that to become reality...but i'm always afraid that she's going to figure out how bad of a person i am and leave me...I hate it. But i love this girl and there isn't a thing i wouldn't do for her. She doesn't like to hear it...but she is my life. And i couldn't go on without her....like i could but it would be so empty for so long...and it...would just suck. Well....i'm done lol

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