eh...

this is my senior year. Nothing real great has come out of it. Hell, high school sucked. It has been nothing but a journey, an adventure that i've had to take on my own. One that didn't follow rules or patterns. It's fucked me over every step of the way. But still, i go on. High school is only the beginning, if you had told me that three years ago, i would've laughed in your face. Three years ago, i almost didn't have a life, i was almost thrown into jail for someone trying to get attention, trying to get people to notice her, trying to one up her friends. My life almost ended right then. Later that year, my grandmother got cancer, i moved in with her, leaving everything i had known and loved from 2nd grade all the way to freshman year. I made friends at my sophomore year school...even though i screwed them over in more ways than i could even count. But they still loved me. They wanted me to beg for forgiveness...and they deserved to have that. I begged, and i got them back. It was a long process, but i did it. Then i had to move again. And i was thrust into a school so judgemental, i thought that it was Peter at the golden gates telling me i was going to hell. I hate this high school with all i have...but i wouldn't trade what i got here for anything. My friends became long life pals, or will be. I met some of the coolest people i'll ever know...and i got another chance with the love of my life. Trial and error, that's what life is about. High school isn't the end, its the beginning of everything. You have to work hard to get what you want. You go to college...and well, everything is going to be ok. But, like in my case, if you didn't do too great in high school, you just have to have to drive to make things better. It's not easy, it's not fun, but it's going to be worth it. Life will open up for you. High School is the first step. Don't just walk over it...leap. Leap into what you want, don't settle for anything less. If you want something, take it. Don't look for acceptance, look for you. Be selfish with your life. Because that's what it is, your life.