Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Graduation

Wow, here it is. Graduation. Everything is coming to an end, an end that I'm not exactly ready to experience. It's scary to think that after thirteen years....it all boils down to one moment. One moment in which you think...Shit, i should've done this, i should've done that. I'm afraid of what is going to happen after this great experience. My journey, my childhood, is all coming to an end. The security that i once had, is gone. That one place that i could go to when i had nowhere else...is gone, well that's been gone for 7 months...But still. I'm alone in this cruel world, i have one person to lean on. But she can only help me, she can't make me do the things that i intend to do. She has motivated me to be a great man. I am no longer a kid, i have crossed to threshold, and i am holding the chalice in my hands. Everything is falling into place, some things cannot be moved, but others are loose, floating in this sea in which nothing is settled. I'm the storm on the horizon, it is my purpose to move those objects. Only i can do it. Life is starting, it's no longer relying on others, it's my turn to grab the mantle, and place it in front of me, to see it's glory and experience everything it beholds. My life is beginning. I have written part of my story, another chapter to be written off. Are you writing yours well?